I've had several dreams where I see my great great grandmother. She doesn't talk, she just kind of sits there and leads me to places and it's really, really cold. The last dream I had like this was in 10th grade; she led me to my hang out room/office and sat down on the bench next to my desk, she had me sit on my computer chair and on my desk was a gray candle(lit) with a mirror. I sat in from of it, but unfortunately when I looked in the mirror my alarm rang. I don't usually have dreams where my room is how it is in real life It's only happened about 3 times and she was in two of those dreams. In another dream I walked into the same room and a bunch of santeros where trying to teach me something and I couldn't understand the language just the bits of Spanish, all I could get from it was that something was trying or going to take over me. A part of me knows what it is, but I can't place my finger on it. Normal isn't really the watchword when it comes to my family since we all posses some degree of perception, but I don't feel comfortable telling any of them, it took me more than a year to tell my mom about the first dream. Last month my mom took me to do a reading because of my 'depression' and apparently spirits stick to me like glue(I'm teh awesomeness) and that I have to learn how to holler at them and the gypsy only when I need their help. I don't know why I wrote this, I feel silly just typing it. I don't know if any of this was a dream or if it was real because a part of me will always deny the occurrence of these events and'll just size it up to too much anime and fanfics.
Anyway, has this or something similar ever happened to anyone?
Are there any similarities other than your g-ma in these dreams? Did anything come from them? Has your g-ma given you messages or warnings before?
And you say that spirits are attracted to you...that could be the grey and the cold. Are you supressing these gifts? Are you afraid of certain spirits? Are you afraid of what could happen? Is there a spirit who is attacking you? Remember you are protected and loved.
(I hope this makes sense to you)